While listening to Wonderwall

Motto:
I see you remiscin and I hope you listenin
In the position to pressure and offer competition
Me and you -- was meant to be my destiny, no longer lonely
Cause now it's on for you and me, all I can see
A happy home, that's my fantasy
But my reality is problems with your man and me
What can I do? Don't wanna lose you to the sucker
Cause if he touch ya, I got some drama for that busta
Don't wanna rush ya -- but make your mind up fast
Nobody knows -- on who controls will it last, before I ask
I hope you see that I'm sincere, and even if you
stay with him today I'm still here
I refuse to give up -- cause I believe in what we share
Cause everything I feel for you I wanna let you know
Passion it be yours and I'll never let you go
Tell me can you get away?






This wicked love game.. this fire burning inside consuming every fiber of my body... enlightening every aspect of my sensorial perception.

Hold my hand like you used to when we were kids. I'd love feeling your heartbeats whilst almost conjoined in an embrace that will withstand until our souls vanish into infinity.

I love looking at you; looking at you as you nervously try to hide the fact that your heart beats faster when you're with me. I'd love to play with those chubby fingers. I'd love to spend a whole night just looking at you while holding your hand. I bleed for the chance to do that. You have no idea how much I'd love it.

You'll never understand... because you never had the chance to see me the way I am. You cant comprehend what I stand for because the only way you can discover me is through vibrations; our soul's vibrations, ‘cause we've always been one.

You'll understand only when our eyes will meet for the very first time and you'll see in them everything my words cant tell.

You'll understand only when you'll feel the rage of warm blood rushing through my lips as I give you our first real kiss. It's going to give you a burning sensation .. and you'll love every second of it.

I bleed for the chance to do that.

[I am still madly in love with you, Rodrigo.]

The reason I asked you about "You Never Know" is because Im at a point where my life is about to chance 100%: marriage. To be honest ( only now and only here), I feel like I have to choose between a great life, away from any worries or torments.. and you, my eternal love.

You haven't answered my question, you know.


                                     --- although its been almost a year, it hurts to know you're moving on ----