IN MEMORIUM

" I'll never forget those moments... she was that woman that could silently kill you with a smile on her face.

    I'd love it when she'd get out of the shower... that smell I'll never forget... milk and honey.. so pure and innocent, it'd drive me nuts. She'd never wipe herself, she'd just lay in my bed, still wet, wrapped in a soft towel,  with her head on my pillow, holding it tight, as if she'd try to find me through the sheets.. and I'd kiss her back and neck and she'd play with my hair, laughing in such a cheeky way it'd turn me on so badly.
    She had the softest skin I've ever touched... the softest... i loved holding her, right before she'd put her lotion on, it always felt better touching her skin, but that lotion used to be such a huge aphrodisiac..you just could not resist that girl.. no matter how hard you'd try... 

She had the most beautiful eyes ... the biggest, greenest eyes... you'd completely lose yourself in them.. they'd have this special type of attractiveness, so much that I'd spend hours and hours just looking at her, just looking, without saying a single word... and she always understood me, she'd just smile back at me...
   
Oh, how i loved her touch... how i loved those nights when she'd fall asleep on my chest, holding me so tight as if it'd be our last night together.. but what i most loved about her was how she'd always kiss my body...at night, even though sleepy, whenever her lips would meet my skin, she'd kiss me... she'd kiss my nose, my chest, my arms, my fingers... anything.. anything she felt belonged to me, she kissed... she was the most pure girl I've ever known... we've spent so many nights together,  and never had sex... she just knew  how to please me in the most amazing ways that I've never really felt the need for more... she'd given me so much of her, so much of everything she represents that never did I need more...

How I'll miss you, my sweetest fantasy... you'll forever be the most amazing girl I've ever had... "