Hai pe la mine /:)

[ 6/27/2008. Lavinia and Spit. Translation]



dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:38:58 PM): man that blog is really cool

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:39:10 PM): I mean whats written in it

Lavi ^^ (6/27/2008 7:41:32 PM): oh my fuckin godness u read my blog =)) =))

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:41:41 PM): mhm

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:41:44 PM): GAAAY

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:41:47 PM): but its cool

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:41:52 PM): did you write that?

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:42:03 PM): it didnt seem your style

Lavi ^^ (6/27/2008 7:42:17 PM): i have many faces

Lavi ^^ (6/27/2008 7:45:07 PM): im inspired.. whatever, not everything I wrote there is true..

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:46:33 PM): its not true in the way that there are paragraphs inspired from somewhere else or its not inspired from real life?

Lavi ^^ (6/27/2008 7:46:54 PM): its not totally inspired by "real feelings"

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:47:02 PM): aha aha

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:47:08 PM): well actually

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:47:15 PM): maybe its inspired by real feelings...

dtnplm (6/27/2008 7:47:28 PM): but not directed towards a real person..

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maybe. Cause you see.. I hope you wont get to read this.

shhht. Lemme tell you something.

You're one of those guys.. who makes me feel like shit for not being the way you want me to. And I struggle so hard to satisfy you; to make you think im worth it. But you're not one of those guys I can put on my shinning mask and make them fall for it.

There's gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me. Deceptions after deceptions. But still I rise.

But you tell me. Tell me, what is happiness? That walk in the park throwing pop-corn at each other that I promised for my birthday .. sau " hai pe la mine /:)" from yesterday? I think about it sometimes. I think about you. I wonder.. are you the way I want you to be? Or are you just a " platonic friend"?

So after all, whats happiness?