“The hate inside an empty heart. How can u explain something you have never felt?.. in the words of a broken heart, its just emotion, taking you over. You’re caught up in sorrow, lost in that love song… Come home. don't you know there's nobody left in this world to hold me tight? nobody left in this world to kiss goodnight…”
Haha. How could have I? how could have I written such things at 16? Haha.. that poor little heart… if it only knew what was to come..
When you all of a sudden realize you can be everything you wanted to be without actually having to sacrifice yourself … or live without those things you once thought you’re addicted to… or when you have to say goodbye to an old love and you find no room for regret.. THAT’S when you feel lost and empty. Those tears that once flooded your entire being are now just memories that make you laugh of how naive you were.. at 16.
I feel tired, as if the time has gone passed me, leaving behind wounds impossible to heal. Yet, I feel free… free to be mean, selfish, ignorant, careless and cold. I feel worn out of any beautiful feeling.
Im writing you pieces of my soul for the last time. You are incapable of understanding the depth of my sorrow. As far as I see, you are incapable of re-memorizing anything that once united us… that once made you the happiest man on Earth.
It’s raining. It’s raining so heavily right now… paradoxically, this rain carries with itself wonderful memories. Two fragile bodies curled around each other in that huge white bed.. the silent dark… the sweet sound of the purling of water.. bliss. Pure bliss. [You remember, don’t you? ]
How bitter-sweet life can be…
You were everything, everything that I wanted,
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it...
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