Where is that boy with a broken smile? I miss him... I miss my friend.
Although it's been years,
I can't seem to forget him. He promised me we'd meet up when we both move to England. In a few months I'm fulfilling my promise.. but
he's long gone. And I don't know where. And I wish I knew. And I wish we could respect our promise.
It's strage how deeply I can connect to people that are basically thousands of kilometres away. I guess it's about
trust and
commitment. Maybe it's about unconsciousness too - to be able to share so much with a person you've never met. No, forget it, its'a about trust, about
mutual affection and
concern. I miss my best friend.. I miss my confident.. I miss my support. I miss that little boy that had such a tremendous power over me. I miss how we'd laugh about his friends and the drama with his girlfriend haha .. and how he always listened to my stories about the boy I was madly in love with.
Where did you go huh? You said you'd be away for a while 'cause you're having a busy school schedule. You said you'd be back in
a few weeks.
It's been years, Vid.
YEARS.( Why do these stories stick with me? Why do this 17 year-old boy doesn't leave my memory? Time doesn't make it better.. for what it's worth, time only makes his image immortal in my highly unstable mind. )
Don't worry though. I'll always carry you with me, just like a tattoo. And I don't care how long it's gonna take, but
I'll make that promise happen. Cause you mean too much to me.
See you soon, Vid.
